DISMENTLE MIND

 HEY, LIFE TAKES A LOT OF TURNS N SO RIGHT NOW MY LIFE IS DOING TO ME TAKING A TURN. I JUST WANT TO BE STABLE RIGHT NOW FOR MY FUTURE BUT MY MIND OR MY BODY WANTS DIFFERENT THEY JUST FLUCTUATE A LOT, LIKE WHY? I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT. I FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING MESSED UP. CAN'T REACH WHERE I WANT TO REACH OR MOVE. I AM STUCK IN NOWHERE. LIKE I WAKE P IN THE MORNING AND I'M BLANK OR I FEEL LIKE BLANK. IT IS SO STRANGE AND SO WEIRD. I CRIED ALSO TO THIS TRAUMATIC BEHAVIOUR OF MINE WHICH I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHERE IT'LL LEAD ME. OH, GOD!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!! SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A EVIL OR A KARMA IS HITTING ME VERY BAD. LIKE WHEN U DID SOMETHING UNFAVOURABLE.